Trying to be strong :'(

I am a kind of girl who are very sensitive to sound. Sometimes, a tiny sound can be detected easily or maybe when someone is playing the wrong notes on the piano. Maybe it's because of I learn music ever since I was a child. However, I couldn't play any nice song on piano. I am too lazy to learn. Haha..

Taking about music, I prefer songs that are sentimental, slow or country style. To be honest, Linkin Park, Gorillaz or any other songs that I consider as 'ears-hurting' is a no-no for me. Oops, sorry to Linkin Park or Gorillaz fans. I am not that rock ok? Sorry... Maybe Avril Lavige's songs are still ok for me especially "Complicated".

Yesterday, capital F had sent me a song, Cry On My Shoulder by Superstar which has melted my heart unconsciously. The way they compose the song and the lyric as well is so touching. I feel like crying while listening to the song. A sudden flashback on my past happened while listening to the song. Those unpleasant moments in the past 15 years was recalled. Looking back on my past, I never know that I've managed to overcome my problems and nearly being forgotten.

I still remember those suffering moments that I've gone through and I thought I will never be able to face it. I felt myself was so weak. The world was so dark and I felt alone. But hey! I did. I've managed to overcome those problems. This is who I am now, a healthy, sporting, lovely, rational Lynn Yvone'sssssss. Haha..

It's impossible to overcome those hardest moments without the supports from my family and friends. They are the people who have been lending me their shoulders to cry of when I was so down. For all this while, they've been supporting and motivating me and I should say thank you for all of them especially to capital F's shoulders. I've been wetting his shoulders for so long. Lol.. Thank you guys for your lovely shoulders..... *hugs*